Paranoia - yup, that about somes up my feelings this last week or so. Nope, nothing has happened. Baby and I are trekking along just fine. It's just this completely irrational fear that has been plaguing me lately. Without all the pregnancy symptoms (since most of them have left me now that I'm in the 2nd trimester) it's like my mind just doesn't believe I'm pregnant. Even looking down at my ever-expanding wasteline isn't proof enough that there is another life growing inside me.
I belong to another forum called Pregnancy after miscarriage and many of the women are dealing with the same issues. It's completely normal - and yet I wish there was something I could do to make the worry and fear go away. Of course - I know that once the movement and kicking starts, that'll be one source of reassurance. Another will be when I get to hear the heartbeat again. But, as always, I'm impatient and wish I could get rid of this sense of uneasiness NOW!
So, yeah - I'm sure Little McCormack is just fine and dandy. His momma just needs to take a chill pill and put her faith back where it belongs.
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